Since some
time I am reading, studying and contemplating with the GeneKeys, a transmission
given out by Richard Rudd in 2011, second edition of the book came in 2013.
Here’s a link if you’d like to check it out for yourself. http://www.genekeys.com/
What has
fascinated me about these transmissions is the way they guide us towards our own
unique genius. They are based on
astrology and the ancient Chinese 64 hexagrams of I Ching, providing a holo-genetic
map, a kind of codebook of consciousness in our DNA as it lives and potentially
unlocks blocks and awakens us to more of who we truly are in our current incarnation.
The 64-matrix is integral to physics, biology, music, geometry, architecture,
computer programming and many fields of human research – discovered at the core
of all natural systems, also a human being. Human DNA is based on this same
64-fold geometry, making us a holographic microcosm of the entire cosmos.
Through the
GeneKeys website you can download your own profile (free of charge) based on
your birth information and this is divided into three sequences: 1) the
Activation Sequence (your prime gifts), 2) the Venus Sequence (your
relationships) and 3) the Pearl Sequence (your prosperity through service). There
are many ways by which you can explore these GeneKeys, have a look at the
website.
My
Activation Sequence includes the 21st GeneKey, the shadow of which
is Control. When worked through and released from the unconscious shadow lands Control
leads to the gift Authority and its divine gift, or siddhi of Valour. Today I
sat in contemplation with this GeneKey, especially its shadow aspect of
Control. As I have been exploring the keys, I usually start by reading the text
in Richard’s book, contemplate it, meditate upon it. Then I have used Esoteric
Healing techniques (http://www.ineh.org/en/Home), my high sense perceptions of inner clairvoyance and
clairsentience to uncover where potential blocks, discordant or frozen energies
in my multilayered causal structure might be sitting. Here’s what I
contemplated and found today:
Richard
shares in his book how a lot of human conflicts are about control of territory,
ultimately in our own being this territory is our aura and our aura carries
imprints from our many lifetimes. We can also see this shadow in our
relationships to our family - another territory - or our community or
nation. Humanity is still operating very
much from this shadow frequency at deep genetic and unconscious levels, from
fear of losing control of territory. Today in the western world especially the
battleground is money and power, if you have money it appears that you have
power. Yet true power has nothing to do with money. This shadow operates
powerfully in our time through capitalism which seems to have the world at its
mercy. Control is based on tightness and fear, creating the notion of hierarchy
as there are those who control and those who are controlled. A creation of our
thousands of years of patriarchy, yet the people with the 21st GeneKey are not
ultimately interested purely in money or power when the key unfolds to its gift
and siddhic levels. They are interested in serving community and see leadership
very much as service. Instead of one-sided matriarchy or patriarchy these
people strive for synarchy, a model in which people are equal. Some people may
still have authority, but this is based on a higher frequency and does not come
from fear or territorial thinking.
The ultimate
root of territorial division across the planet is distrust in life, a real
human disease which we carry in our ancestral patterns and our causal fields. Just
look at the never-ending perpetuating conflict in the middle-east inherent in
the DNA and epigenetic markers of both peoples of Israel and Palestine, like a
bleeding wound of humanity itself, inherited down generation after generation.
When will it ever end?
The shadow
of control expresses itself either through its repressive submissive nature or
through its reactive and controlling nature. I uncovered that mine clearly
belonged to the repressive, submissive stream, which speaks about denial of
personal power, hiding sometimes from true responsibility and deferring control
to life itself, just going with the flow therefore not always assuming
responsibility for the direction in which life takes me. There is a fine line
between surrendering to what life brings us and influencing the path of one’s
own destiny. Luckily as I explored the gift and the siddhi levels of this specific GeneKey I could also
recognized much of who I am – but back to the Shadow and the lurking energies
which are holding me back.
This
specific shadow key of Control is related to the 48th shadow of Inadequacy,
also in my profile. Inadequacy leads to the gift of Resourcefulness and in its
siddhi it expresses as Wisdom. These both belonging to what Richard calls the
“Ring of Humanity” – energy streams connected to our collective shadow and the
patterns we as souls take upon ourselves to work with through our soul’s choice
of our family’s ancestral lines, communities and countries we incarnate
through. Both of these shadow frequencies
(control and inadequacy) are distortions or lack of atonement and embodiment of
the divine feminine. For the divine to flower through our heart in a well
balanced wholeness the masculine eventually has to yield to the feminine and in
this yielding it is actually empowered. The outer form is masculine and the
aura, the interpenetrating energy field that animates all life is feminine.
Pure spirit beyond the causal body of the soul is again masculine in its
purifying fire. When our spiritual path and meditation practice has brought us
in regular aligned contact with the fires of spirit, causal purification of the
whole soul-field starts and we are then dealing with energies of our many, many
life-times.
As I had
contemplated on Inadequacy already I knew it connected me deeply we prenatal,
infant and very early childhood traumas which I have worked on quite a bit
throughout my awakening process. Relevant here is that due to both of these
shadows, my spiritual inquiry has been much about incarnating fully into my
whole being, arriving finally and fully here on Earth and trusting life,
trusting the uniqueness of my aura and the inner radiating beauty of my soul,
embodying it here on Earth. Somewhere along the line, a good part of my life, I
have not felt safe to do so. Due to the early childhood traumas, I didn’t
really want to be here and it was always much easier for me to connect to the
transpersonal levels of consciousness than those operating here in this third
dimensional reality. Eventually I have arrived more fully into my body and
therefore more fully also into the divine feminine. Because life was a
frightful place for a very long time I needed to both control and submissively
allow to be controlled and relegated this low frequency into my unconscious
shadow. Here I had a chance to look at it again.
As I entered
my healing session using Esoteric soul based healing techniques (http://www.ineh.org/en/Home) I scanned my inner bodies and found the
discordant energies related to Control eventually in my spleen and my solar
plexus. The spleen is a superimposed double lotus, of six plus six energy
streams, a total of twelve energy streams coming together in a powerful vortex.
With my inner vision I saw how the lower six petals (closer to the physical
body) are connected to the base, sacral and solar plexus centres and the six
higher petals of the lotus to the heart, throat and crown centres (the ajna
centre is a synthesising centre), eventually when all combinations are healed the
energy streams of the spleen find their way both to the core of mother Earth
and the core of our soul-lotus opening us up fully to spirit. Each petal is divided in its yin and yang
energy stream, feminine and masculine flow and something was frozen in the yin
flow of my solar plexus spleen energy.
What did
this tell me? First of all solar plexus is our lower mental level, therefore to
do with unhealthy thought forms, beliefs and attitudes I may have just absorbed
as a child and/or inherited through the maternal line or adopted as a young
adult and repressed into my unconscious field. Secondly it pointed to the
repressive expression of this GeneKey of Control, related to the feminine
nature, the left side of the body and right side of the brain. As I tuned into
this frozen energy what started flowing through my mind were old fears alerting
of the danger of showing myself as I truly am in my essence, voices of warning,
voices that eventually would have diminish my spiritual power and subdued them
under the bushel. “If you show who you truly are you will be hanged or go under
the guillotine”, “If you step into your power you will be excluded, rejected
and abandoned from the tribe”, “Better stay a no-body and blend in”, “Who do
you think you are, how dare you”. “Don’t stick your head up” etc and etc ....the
voices of belittling, lessening and reducing my authentic self were all there.
Some of this
stems from my childhood, some from the female line of ancestors and some from
the collective field of the repressed feminine. Causal purification often has
both personal and collective portions, all dependent on the evolutionary phase
of your soul journey. Bringing consciousness and awareness into the mix is part
of its healing. Trusting life and my unique expression of it is my birthright
and my gift. The contemplation and the healing released some of the block,
maybe all of it and more of me arrived here embodied in fullness. I took back
some of my power and the balance between my feminine and masculine sides were restored
and the DNA released the need to control and/or be controlled trusting life.
A long walk
in the woods afterwards gave me some confirmation as I could feel new energy
streaming into my being, some pain releasing from my spleen area and as I
stopped to rest leaning against a beautiful Scottish pine my eyes were filled
with tears of joy and light poured out of them to bless the surroundings I found
myself in. Now in the evening I can still feel my nervous system recalibrating
itself to a new level of coherence.
