My intention is to share my inspiration with anyone walking the spiritual path. It is a path mostly walked alone in the
sanctuary of our most inner being and therefore very personal and
subjective. Therefore you are intimately alone on this path but seldom lonely as
consciousness incarnates, integrates and expands into ever more inclusive
spheres.
For some time now I’ve received nudges
to step out of my 11 years of semi silence. I don’t mean a silence in terms of
not speaking to my fellow human beings (although I did have nearly two years of mostly
silent retreat time too) or participating in ordinary life, rather, a silence
brought about by my soul wanting to impress on its reflection and to
infuse me. I’ve been and am “pregnant with spirit” birthing a new expanded
awareness and as with all gestation it has been precious, sometimes
a demanding and painful process with slowly emerging beautiful inner rewards.
Some Non-Duality teachers, currently
in such high demand say “Stop the seeking, you are already there – there is no
path”! They often fail to share their long journey of seeking before they came
to this realization. They are not totally wrong though, because once you do see
and experience the beauty of the One Life, seeking lessens and sometimes comes
to an end, life just IS, you just are the “I AM” of ALL THAT IS. But for most
of us this remains a dream in a distant future as we take our steps, integrate
more of whom we truly are and meet our hurdles on the way. It is one thing to
have such an all- encompassing experience once or twice, a peak experience of
spiritual atonement with all of life – and a different matter altogether to “be
this”, emanate this continuously. Some wise person said “if people knew what enlightenment
is, they would not want it so much”. Maybe it is good that we don’t know when
we set off on this Path. At the beginning stages we often only have a deep
yearning and longing, for it is not in the end result – such as Enlightenment - but in the
journey itself that spiritual life unfolds and shows it’s ever expanding
radiant inner beauty. Enlightenment is only another beginning, for how
could we ever reach Infinity.
As souls many of us have been here for
aeons, thousands of incarnations on what is meant to be Paradise Earth. Depending
on where we are on our soul journey we are further from or closer to the
realization of the ONE LIFE of Humanity and the role we play on this planet, in
this solar system and this galaxy. It doesn’t take much imagination to see just
how far, as a collective humanity we still are from seeing, living,
experiencing and co-creating Paradise and Heaven on Earth - an existence that
honours all life forms, both seen and unseen. So the seeking will continue
until, as The Christ said “until the last pilgrim has come home”.
Meditation has been and is my main
spiritual practice for the past 30 years, tentatively first but with discipline
and regularity for the past 20 years. The awakening started with my first
Saturn return at the age of 29-30, spurred by a life-crisis, I wanted to
understand the nature of suffering and found Tibetan Buddhism at that time. Now
just as I’ve come through my second Saturn return the inner metamorphosis has
come to a stage where my creative expression is seeking a channel to share
about themes that have deeply mattered, inspired and touched me. This time-span, some 30
years, may seem long in a person life, is but a speck in the life of the soul
and gives a sense of the seemingly slow ebb and flow of this remembering process
– there are seldom quick fixes on the spiritual path, we take one steps forward
and two back, the pull between matter and spirit plays on us in many conscious
and unconscious ways.
Along the way I have studied the
mind-body-spirit connection quite extensively, incarnation, many healing
modalities, esoteric philosophy, and the ageless wisdom traditions including
some astrology. I’ve chosen not to reveal much of my identity to counter the
spiritual materialism so rampant in today’s world; it is of no importance to the
reader who I am! I believe this choice will also enable me to share from a more
genuine soul-full place.
English is not my first language (my third) so please have understanding and tolerance towards any less than perfect ways of expressing. Thank you!
English is not my first language (my third) so please have understanding and tolerance towards any less than perfect ways of expressing. Thank you!
I do hope you find something of value
for yourself, if so I would have served.
From one cosmic droplet to another
WARMLY WELCOME!
Fint! Följer med intresse :) S|D
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